To you.

I'm shocked that you would reply to my post in such a way but why ? Could i ask ? If it mean really something to you , you would never give it back to me no matter what, also you passed to someone to pass it to me , something so important to me of cause. Still i threw it again, what good would it bring me ? A hope for you to come back ? i figure that you will never come back at all cost. I've been honest with you, as you once told me to , to share and to tell you whatever I'm feeling , thinking and planning to you, i did, well how about yourself ? Why am i , always in this kind of situation.? You said, i let you down, i admit i did let you down in a way that i do not know how to handle that kind of situation, because it didn't happen to me before, well how you choose to handle that? Breaking up and moving on to the next guy so quickly ? Sorry if i offended you in some way, That time you still choose to trust that guy, that saying I'm trying to use sort or trick get you back and to push the blame away from my self to him ? Disappointed i am that point of time. I'm still unhappy about some stuff but what can i do ? well i just have to stuff it down my throat, . You never know how hard it has been for me this few months , and i can see your enjoying. This phrase '' Loving someone means letting them go or Happiness is when you watch your loves one be happy'' i say it is bullshit, letting your love one go is definitely suffering . Keeping a secret, with my best friend and me flaring up? Anyone will also flare up, reason like afraid of letting me know than i flare up ? Thats like totally bullshit, If you were me, and i hide stuff with one of your girlfriends , you would break up , but i didnt choose to break up . You did. So What gonna happen next?

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