Waiting,

its like im meant to be here waiting,
Baby i wouldnt mind , waiting for you, for the rest of my this life,

Sadly,. well, nevermind i shall not mention whats going through me right now,

):

It beens sometime since i last blog-ed , Baby im so stressful right now, my familys, and you've been out of town, i dont know who to turn to, or who to talks to , baby , hurry back pleasee..




i miss you,
& i love you,

If not for you ,

If Not For You


If not for you, I wouldn’t know
What true love really meant.
I’d never feel this inner peace;
I couldn’t be content.


If not for you, I’d never have
The pleasures of romance.
I’d miss the bliss, the craziness,
Of love’s sweet, silly dance.


I have to feel your tender touch;
I have to hear your voice;
No other one could take your place;
You’re it; I have no choice.


If not for you, I’d be adrift;
I don’t know what I’d do;
I’d be searching for my other half,
Incomplete, if not for you.


By Joanna Fuchs

Im out of time !

Ahh, just got home, bought many many stuff, clothes , keyboards and of course stuff needed to make your gift, be honor that im doing this for the first time alright <3


Morning Booking in to sleep ,~

wait,

I wait,
I waited,
I'm Waiting,
I'm still waiting,
I would just wait, right where you want me too,


(:

:c

He misses you Devon,

Guardsman! c:

I'm home, right after my POP as a guardsman ! The Feeling was damn shiok, even it was super-ly shag for everyone that had pass out. Must sewing had to be done on the Uniform. !
Rush to book out, met up with Devon, went pasir ris and had my late dinner, Watched Orphan, Interesting but irritating hahas , got Afew times. c:



Loves your scents,

Loves c:

You, must be clubbing at this very moment, hope you had fun. Today my afternoon was totally a great moment for me , thanks to my precious DEVON! Thanks you c:
Watched '' Loves Happen'' Great Movie and a kinda sad also, finally im starting to get use to being around you, beside you. It just feel so great.


Also you made me addict to that chocolate ! Im eating it as im typing, sore throat pretty soon.
Saw da video, cute c:

Stop feeding me, im gonna be fat pretty soon (T.T)!
Im missing you right now.

regret.

I miss a great opportunity last night, which I miss took it for something else,

Am I thinking too much? Or your really treating me cold? I would just be patient, by the coner,

My parade I really want you to be there, like you said as someone special, like yourself.


Current mood : lousy

Desperate

Im back from field camp, and had never feel so stress and shag about it. Its one of the worst. Even till now i cant even believe i've done it, but anyways tekong had one great things during the night, that is the stars, during the nights i didnt relise till i was too shag, untill i just lied flat on the floor, than i only saw this much stars, how great would it be with you were there with me eh ? Devon ?..
Nth much but Next week is my ROP day, been waiting for it like Soon long, and its finally nearing me.

This 4 days had been tough for me, yet i pull through as i had you in mind, im already on a different level from you, even stuff like this i cant do it, im just useless.

Missing you badly.

Smiling Throughout.

Im leaving house to meet you for Dinner soon ! Smile, just Keep coming out from me, sister thought i was crazy enough to smile at the computer while im blogging. Too happy guess, Still im starting to think about what im going to say later. :c

Thoughts

Thanks you for accompanying me during my fast march, it meant alot to me, just hope that i didnt bored you too much. Well, to be honest, i can't forget how sweet you were just now. Right now, im suppose to be talking to you on the phone, but you fell asleep! If only i could be beside you watching you sleep. When i close my eyes, i tend to think about you, why i do not know, but its clear that im so into you. Well, i tried finding your phone for you, but it didnt turn out well, yet my friend had to rush me home, he was tired. Im sorry.
After every single meet up, i just feel meeting up with you again right away, dont know why. My parade you are so got to come, a must for you.
My last Post was meant for DevonChan ! The 'you' Refers to You c:




Devon, you just make me lost c:

Decision

I'm going all out for you. c:

Drank.

Opps, training was tough as usual, but somehow get to drink with veronice, ee jun , and sam, feeling bad was veronice's mom was paying for all the drinks and not giving a single cent, well . Oh veronice's uncle and mom are scary, drink alot, and kept asking me and jun to drink and drink , ahhh , it a killer ! i met devon ! wahahas sorry i was shy back than thats why =) hope you would understand, feel hounor alright . Hubert is seldom lost for words . ! Looking forward to the next meet up . c:

tattoo-ed!

Had my Rose on my back donee ! shall post the photo , some other time cause my computer just totally break down !
just came back from prawning and supper from changi, dam piss off didnt caught any prawns for 3 hours how could this happen!! while mike's sis caught like so manyyyy !! piss piss piss piss !
booking in real soon later in the night 8pm ! than monday marksman ship, well home i get markmanship ! hard cans !


I want you De***Ch**, your just 1 of a kind!

boredom !

Currently having a off day, given from my company c: Last night, Denson came to fetch me, along with jun and jiawen, went for a super full supper at railway station, i never thought that the place is still there, well the muslim food there wasnt that bad, Finish! Move on to some so called ''sight seeing'' that they had in mind, well shall not say what it is .
Confinement was cancel, im so damn lucky but aint good to spread, as it isnt fair for the rest, in case they complain, me and my sgt would be dead. Got a call from Devon, ai yo your so drunk , ! but rather cute . hahas ! gonna book in pretty so today night , being at home is so bored,. Tattoo saturdayy!!

Lazyness !

Im so lazy to update my blog right now , mostly because theres nth much that happen recently , just come field camp which really wore me out.

Hurry come back Singapore, i just cant wait !

Pissed Off !

Im so damn piss off for the whole freaking day, one of them is bout my booking out timing, they just had to delay our booking time, when we had less than 3 days of being outside, well nevermind this.

Went home, to rest awhile than head of to era with jevon and groups, if i known i shouldnt have been there today, it just again pissed me off to see her with another guy, well cant do much, it aint my choice, time would go back to where we started i would never let this happen, whats done is done, she distance herself from me, and looking to the guy that was next to her today. Feel like walking towards you just to say hi, to hear your voice once again, but i didnt do so , it felt like we were stranger, enough about this , cos it wont happen i think.

Watch phobia 2, dam scare i was like using both hands to cover my ears and my cap to cover my eyes as usual if i were to watch any horror movie. Also im so pissed of with justin with his bloody attitude, i talked to him nicely and yet he had to scream at me, well it isnt the first time i talked to him about his attitude, but seems he didnt get me well enough, yes it the way how you treats your friends, well not all friends are the same, if i were to talk to you nice please respect and talk to me nicely back the same way. I felt like punching him very much at that time, but it will make me no different from a gangster if i were to touch him, also no different from himselfs, well lucky i wasnt how i was in the past. enough said.

A Feeling . !

I feel like im a fully grown adult somehow, that feeling is just to cool to be explain. !
3 more days to my hell day, well need to have a really strong mind set, anyone care to support me ? c: Thanks danson for making me feel like a adult,


Oh im not gay, !